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Hey...been awhile since I've written.. Well..I can assure it'll happen more often.
I've been working alot lately...schoolwork, you know. Stuff like that.. Well.. To let you know, my brother is no longer living with us...he's supposedly moving out tommorow. I feel abandoned in this uphill climb to happiness...and I feel as if I'm slipping. I just..wish that sometimes, someone, no. Everyone could be happy regardless of what was happening.. If there was anything I could do to make everyone happy, I'd do it...regardless of the cost..
Tonight was okay.. I guess.. I mean I got to see my friends, a few whom I haven't seen in over a week...so that's good right? I miss my friends alot too..since I usually get to see them only on the weekends. I guess I'm alright with it, I mean it could be worse right? I feel as if they have gotten worse.. I miss the old days...when everything was fine, and no one was upset or mad or anything.
I feel as though I'm disconnected from life...as if there's nothing that's tethering me to the world anymore. Floating off in a dismal void...as if there was nothing more to this world that mattered to me.. It's all a lie though right..? One would hope. I do not like these feelings and I hope they leave soon. I have so much to care for on this planet, that the thoughts are so ..incorrect. I just...I just want life to be normal again...and everyone be happy..I guess that's all my rambling will be about tonight..
That's it..no more..Goodnight.
~Isis