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How to Remove a Heart
Slide the scalpel from stem to stern,
Wipe up the excess blood and prepare the saw.
Jigsaw through the armour of the breastbone,
you might get stuck there, but be patient
Burn the bleeding edges of those bones,
Cauterize the wound before it gets messy.
Insert the retractor to spread the sternum in half
Turn the winch until you've got room to work.
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Christmas Wish
You know what I would really love as a gift this year would be parents that understand that I am their son. Thankfully my sister is understanding enough for them. She admitted she didn't want to fight about it but she was firm that my nephew knows me as Uncle Dylan not Aunt Sarah. I am lucky to have her.
Merry Christmas everyone.
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meds
Not sure what is making today so special but I am feeling sad. Crying for no reason sad. I have crawled into bed to hide.
Did call the doctor though. Appointment on Monday...will ask about New meds/upping the dose.
sigh
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fuck fuck fuck
I don't know what is wrong with me today. I feel sick to my stomach and I feel like I am doing a slow greasy slide backwards. I know there is a comfortable spot at the end of the slide where all my insecurities are waiting for me.
I feel sick and not in control of my emotions. I am trying to hold it in, it is nick's birthday - poor timing on my ( Read more... ) -
Things I Have Learned...
For a good part of the day I was alone here at what I have come to affectionately think of as "Constance's Howse" (a la Winnie the Pooh).
- People who make range hoods for stoves have no idea what happens to the structural integrity of plastic when placed near a light bulb. It weakens over time so that when the bulb burns out and someone (say, me ( Read more... ) -
The Pup Pt. 2
Na'vi knows I'm leaving the house and not just to go to the store. I've got my duffel packed and I smell good. She's being crying and barking at me all morning.
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Just Dance and Sex Changes
Tonight Steve wasn't parked on the couch, so Rachel and I decided to play "Just Dance 2" on the Wii with Monkey. 3 hours of dancing and about an hour talking about sex stuff with the kid. She's 12 and full of questions ( Read more... ) -
Boots Theory of Socioeconomic Unfairness
"The reason that the rich were so rich, Vimes reasoned, was because they managed to spend less money.
Take boots, for example. He earned thirty-eight dollars a month plus allowances. A really good pair of leather boots cost fifty dollars. But an affordable pair of boots, which were sort of OK for a season or two and then leaked like hell when the ( Read more... ) -
A Letter
Dear Zellers ( Read more... )