"Don't even take a breath ( Read more... )

It's saturday the day after friday & for about the past 14 hours i have had one thing on my mind. A girl, yea that's what guys think about most there time & gettin laid but u know when there is some there, special that isn't with all the other girls. Yea you can like a girl bc she has a cute smile or is just so damn hot you can't help to like her ( Read more... )

hey everybody ( Read more... )

Thanks a lot to guys that really keep me motivated to keep my real friends & treat them right. Thanks for confronting me when i was wrong and arrogant then telling me it's alright & forgiving me. Stina!! wow did anyone say angel? She has really helped me out with her wisdom & calmness. She acts really calms the beast in me so to speak. Idk how she ( Read more... )

Yup it's Tuesday & the last day of my 18 days (including weekends) of relaxation & guitar playing. I learn a lot about myself this past week. I had the right amount of room were i can sit & look at myself in the mirror & see the best & worst in me. It's always necessary to take constructive criticism & listen to it instead of being offended by it. ( Read more... )

"Friends come & go & as much as you might not think it's true, it is." Something i have really been thinking about ( Read more... )

Wow it makes so much makes sense now. Why everyone stopped talking to me. O well I don't need you fuckers anyway. This is WHY i'm such an asshole, no one wants to talk to me. If someone would just fucking call to see how I'm doing. Now I totally give up on most of you ( Read more... )

Hey fuckin ho's. I have been one sick bastard ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been a really long time since i wrote in this thing.lol. SO much has been going on in my head & in the real world lately it's hard to have a grip of everything. I have been come SO warn down & not sure why i continue thru the days, well i think i do. At the same time everything seems to be getting better but i'm not to sure that they ( Read more... )

Hey...yea i didn't get a chanse to update my journal yesterday because i was on the phone melissa. I think she is starting to understand why i said & did the things that i did. But in her head will never understand the love for the music. She wasn't as upset with what i said about hbt but with just me. She was afraid that my music would replace her ( Read more... )