I have been dazed & confused for so long..... & i still am

Nov 15, 2003 17:50

It's saturday the day after friday & for about the past 14 hours i have had one thing on my mind. A girl, yea that's what guys think about most there time & gettin laid but u know when there is some there, special that isn't with all the other girls. Yea you can like a girl bc she has a cute smile or is just so damn hot you can't help to like her but this one is like.. i can't get my finger on it. The first second i laided eyes on her i was like wow, this girl seems just so damn awsome.

Well let me start with me beginning in school yea it's a pain in the ass & i knew since i had a sweet 16 that night all my friends wanted me to chill, yea andrew & joey asked me to go play pool with them. Talk about major bs, i wanted to go to play pool so badly & that damn sweet 16 were ur only going to know your bosses & their her daughter, the girl of the sweet 16, & the family of the girls sweet 16. So I felt to weird going & felt like it was goin to suck. So i talked to my brother while eating pizza & garlic knots before leaving to this damn thing. I get there & i'm like BLAH kinda boring but some of the people were cool. Then like i met her, this girl that's not leaving my head. Her amazing body, memorizing eyes, & what a smile & personality. U know what, SHE PLAYS GUITAR. How sexy is that? Then she goes,"do you like screamo?". I was like i love screamo, it's who i am. I asked her if she liked coheed & she said HELL YEA. I was like wow she's not just amazingly hot, she has amazing taste in music. We talked the whole night & guess what she wants to major in PSY. We talked about that stuff & we couldn't stop talking like i had idea i was going to this thing & find the girl that i have been dieing to meet. Honest to god i would have asked her out that night, but one BIG thing preventing this all from happening. She has a mother fucking b/f. I was ready to cry when i found out. She like tryed dancing to me so close & i was like wow not cool but i still like her a lot. She even gave me her sn & like it just boggled my mind. I talked about it with my bosses bc they saw me with this girl the whole night. They saw her flirting with me & me doin it back. I have to find out what's goin on with her & her bf bc it sucks bc i met the girl who is like perfect for me & she has a bf. I'm goin insane thinking about it but yet seeing her face is making me SOO happy. Blah i need to figure out what i need to do.
peace
edd
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