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Wow, it has been a really long time since i wrote in this thing.lol. SO much has been going on in my head & in the real world lately it's hard to have a grip of everything. I have been come SO warn down & not sure why i continue thru the days, well i think i do. At the same time everything seems to be getting better but i'm not to sure that they are. I love my dog she always knows when I need her the most so i can hug her & squeeze her, just like a teddy bear.lol.
I think everything started happening thursday of last week. I mean everything seems to be falling down name on me because with work, school, & bands not working out i just started getting so drained & frustrated. It seemed like nothing ever was going to change & nothing good was going to happen to me. Especially girls, the last time i hooked up with a girl was June & at first it was cool with the girl but then she became to much. All summer i didn't meet any girls that i felt were worth my time OR i had a tiny crush on & just gave up after them bringing up other guys. When school started i thought i would meet at least one girl that i felt would be right for me, for the past few weeks i have met a lot girls that are super hot & i talk to them but they would never find me the type for them to go out with, just a friend. For some reason on friday things seemed different it seemed like girls noticed me for a day & it friggin awsome. Hot girls that i would never think bothering looking in my direction talked to me. My seat was moved in psy right near prob 2 of the hottest girls in the class & i was like holy crap, way 2 good to be true. I think i was moved either wen or thur, i can't remember but it's still so awsome. I can't remember how i started talking to them but it happened & i felt good that I had the balls to talk to them. Then thru the day other girls i had little convo's with & it was SOOO awsome. Then last period art came. Since first day of school i saw this girl & i was like yea she is hot & i want to say hi because i remember seeing her at warp tour. There was something about her that i liked & wanted to get to know her better bc maybe something could happen. Friday came & at the end of the period, we started talking & how it started was "were u at warp tour because i saw you" something like that. I was SOOO happy & from that second i was like yea. Then when she said she was goin to mxpx on sunday i was like yea now i'm deff going. Plus that friday was DRIVE THRU INVASION so i was so excited over that as well. I met kenny & matt from tsl & they we cooler than i thought. I saw all the bands & they were all friggin awsome. The pits were really weak but i made them fun. That was the end of friday one of the most awsome days i had all year.
On saturday i went to work & it was all the same ish. I did what i'm told worked my ass off & got a nice pay at the end of the day. What i made this day so awsome that i got to hang out with titta & it was of those classic nights with titta. We got to talk a lot & walk around the cp like old times & i love it so much because it brings back memories fromm when we were kids. He was having some trouble with his women & he is down, when titta is down it's a major cause for concern because it's hard to get titta down. His life has been getting him down as well as mine & we really need to talk about things. It wasn't just about his gf thing like just everything but we have been giving a very bright light. Our music more than every has laid down the road were we can walk straight our music means the world to us & for like 3 hours we talked about mostly COHEED & CAMBRIA. Then he gave me news that I have plans of Saturday coming up. One of my bigggest dreams will come true. It's so good that i don't want to say it!!! That made us really happy & we are looking forward to it. I really miss hangin out with him almost every day like we use to back in those golden days but things are changing for the better & everything will be on a golden road in time. When titta went home that night we were both better.
Sunday came & i had work once again & i worked my tail off & i got home around 3 ish. Then for the past 3 hours all i thought about was mxpx & hoping i was goin to see allison(the girl from art). I got there & i chilled with austin, jenna, & evan for about an hour outside & watched austin do some awsome magic tricks. I got in there & it took about the first 2 bands to finally find allison. I was one of the happiest people alive. She is just one of the those cool girls that i can joke around with. As what i can see she seems a bit daring & i don't know how i see it but i do. On friday she was saying how she wanted to crowd surf & i told her she was going to do it. When i think that new drive thru band was playing i was like, ur going up now. So i helped her up on what i think was her first time doing that & then she lost her shoe!!! I was like holy shyt & i was trying to look for it & i never never found it. But i was with her the rest of the night & i was just so damn happy. After an AMAZING performance by mxpx i we tried looking for her shoe & i lost her & i didn't see her for the rest of the night & i didn't get to say good-bye. After that i saw austin & we got a couple of shirts. We went out side & i met the guys from mxpx & the first thing that i thought was I wish allison met them with me. It was still cool tho.
With all of that, it had to be one of the most kick ass weekends i have had in a long time. I went thru monday & today with smiles just being excited to see allison last period. I just realized that it would suck if i have been spelling her name wrong the whole time. lol. Well i have to finish some homework & then just play guitar.
peace & love
edd
I think everything started happening thursday of last week. I mean everything seems to be falling down name on me because with work, school, & bands not working out i just started getting so drained & frustrated. It seemed like nothing ever was going to change & nothing good was going to happen to me. Especially girls, the last time i hooked up with a girl was June & at first it was cool with the girl but then she became to much. All summer i didn't meet any girls that i felt were worth my time OR i had a tiny crush on & just gave up after them bringing up other guys. When school started i thought i would meet at least one girl that i felt would be right for me, for the past few weeks i have met a lot girls that are super hot & i talk to them but they would never find me the type for them to go out with, just a friend. For some reason on friday things seemed different it seemed like girls noticed me for a day & it friggin awsome. Hot girls that i would never think bothering looking in my direction talked to me. My seat was moved in psy right near prob 2 of the hottest girls in the class & i was like holy crap, way 2 good to be true. I think i was moved either wen or thur, i can't remember but it's still so awsome. I can't remember how i started talking to them but it happened & i felt good that I had the balls to talk to them. Then thru the day other girls i had little convo's with & it was SOOO awsome. Then last period art came. Since first day of school i saw this girl & i was like yea she is hot & i want to say hi because i remember seeing her at warp tour. There was something about her that i liked & wanted to get to know her better bc maybe something could happen. Friday came & at the end of the period, we started talking & how it started was "were u at warp tour because i saw you" something like that. I was SOOO happy & from that second i was like yea. Then when she said she was goin to mxpx on sunday i was like yea now i'm deff going. Plus that friday was DRIVE THRU INVASION so i was so excited over that as well. I met kenny & matt from tsl & they we cooler than i thought. I saw all the bands & they were all friggin awsome. The pits were really weak but i made them fun. That was the end of friday one of the most awsome days i had all year.
On saturday i went to work & it was all the same ish. I did what i'm told worked my ass off & got a nice pay at the end of the day. What i made this day so awsome that i got to hang out with titta & it was of those classic nights with titta. We got to talk a lot & walk around the cp like old times & i love it so much because it brings back memories fromm when we were kids. He was having some trouble with his women & he is down, when titta is down it's a major cause for concern because it's hard to get titta down. His life has been getting him down as well as mine & we really need to talk about things. It wasn't just about his gf thing like just everything but we have been giving a very bright light. Our music more than every has laid down the road were we can walk straight our music means the world to us & for like 3 hours we talked about mostly COHEED & CAMBRIA. Then he gave me news that I have plans of Saturday coming up. One of my bigggest dreams will come true. It's so good that i don't want to say it!!! That made us really happy & we are looking forward to it. I really miss hangin out with him almost every day like we use to back in those golden days but things are changing for the better & everything will be on a golden road in time. When titta went home that night we were both better.
Sunday came & i had work once again & i worked my tail off & i got home around 3 ish. Then for the past 3 hours all i thought about was mxpx & hoping i was goin to see allison(the girl from art). I got there & i chilled with austin, jenna, & evan for about an hour outside & watched austin do some awsome magic tricks. I got in there & it took about the first 2 bands to finally find allison. I was one of the happiest people alive. She is just one of the those cool girls that i can joke around with. As what i can see she seems a bit daring & i don't know how i see it but i do. On friday she was saying how she wanted to crowd surf & i told her she was going to do it. When i think that new drive thru band was playing i was like, ur going up now. So i helped her up on what i think was her first time doing that & then she lost her shoe!!! I was like holy shyt & i was trying to look for it & i never never found it. But i was with her the rest of the night & i was just so damn happy. After an AMAZING performance by mxpx i we tried looking for her shoe & i lost her & i didn't see her for the rest of the night & i didn't get to say good-bye. After that i saw austin & we got a couple of shirts. We went out side & i met the guys from mxpx & the first thing that i thought was I wish allison met them with me. It was still cool tho.
With all of that, it had to be one of the most kick ass weekends i have had in a long time. I went thru monday & today with smiles just being excited to see allison last period. I just realized that it would suck if i have been spelling her name wrong the whole time. lol. Well i have to finish some homework & then just play guitar.
peace & love
edd