i still cant believe it. i still dont accept the fact that christina's gone. come to think of it, none of her friends do. im going to believe she has passed on tomorrow at the wake, until then i still dont believe it. this has to be the biggest reality check anyone of us could have encountered. death is so unexpected. i knew death was eventually ( Read more... )

follow my heart

or

follow my head

?????????????????????????????? it was NEVER this hard before =(

things have been on the edge lately. everything is so confusing and i hate being confused. i hate not knowing what to do. i basically know what i want - i just dont know if its the smart choice. why isnt life simple? why cant it lead you to the right paths? i wish i didnt have feelings so then i wouldnt feel like shit half the time because of this ( Read more... )

last night i had amanda come over and like always, we had an amazing time. i love being with her. there are no words to explain the feelings i have when im with her. everything just seems so perfect and all the problems in the world seem to disapear. me and amanda took funny pictures with my phone and sent them to sarah. sarah and john sent a few ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since i last updated. Not like it matters. Nobody probablly gives a shit anyway so i doubt ill be writing in this journal much anymore.

Just when i bring livejournal back...its gone.

A - Age you lost your virginity? 16 haha

B - Band listening to right now? the weakend

C - Dream car? i love mustangs and i like them in black. so yeah.. a black mustang

D - Dads name? joseph

E - Easiest person to make laugh? chelsea lol <3 ( Read more... )

Well, things have been pretty good for the most part. After going to multiple stores for a job, i finally have one, Villa Napoli. I worked there in 10th grade and it wasnt bad there. Good people to work with and the food isnt that bad either. It will get me fat once again im sure. Eh, im happy though. I dont have to get taxes taken out like ( Read more... )

soooo....

i got my ear pierced . ill write more later.

k.bye

well yeah i havent updated in a while so i decided to write and clue everyone in ( Read more... )

1. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me ( Read more... )