R.I.P. Christina <3
i still cant believe it. i still dont accept the fact that christina's gone. come to think of it, none of her friends do. im going to believe she has passed on tomorrow at the wake, until then i still dont believe it. this has to be the biggest reality check anyone of us could have encountered. death is so unexpected. i knew death was eventually going to happen when we all got our liscences, thats just a given. i never thought it could accually happen though. we all think we are invincible - i sure did.
im never going to forget those summer nights two years ago when christina mike toni and myself all hung out in town. i remember everything we did to the finest detail. who would of thought that in two summers from then she would be gone.
it seems now everyone is becoming closer, and telling eachother how we all feel. we aren't under-estimating anything now. yesterday i never seen so many hugs go out to eachother. we all told eachother we love eachother and to drive safe on the way home. that was rarely said - now it seems like it will be a custom to all of us.
its not the first time i have dealt with death. my aunt died over a year ago and that was the hardest thing to do at the time. now with the passing of christina, someone my own age, someone i knew...its just as hard and i cant handle it. she had so much going for her too. she would of gotten so far in life, i know it, and its all because of that retarted asshole driver who hit christina (Joseph Lastuvka) that everything she worked so hard for just came out empty...
R.I.P. Christina <333
you're in a better place now
im never going to forget those summer nights two years ago when christina mike toni and myself all hung out in town. i remember everything we did to the finest detail. who would of thought that in two summers from then she would be gone.
it seems now everyone is becoming closer, and telling eachother how we all feel. we aren't under-estimating anything now. yesterday i never seen so many hugs go out to eachother. we all told eachother we love eachother and to drive safe on the way home. that was rarely said - now it seems like it will be a custom to all of us.
its not the first time i have dealt with death. my aunt died over a year ago and that was the hardest thing to do at the time. now with the passing of christina, someone my own age, someone i knew...its just as hard and i cant handle it. she had so much going for her too. she would of gotten so far in life, i know it, and its all because of that retarted asshole driver who hit christina (Joseph Lastuvka) that everything she worked so hard for just came out empty...
R.I.P. Christina <333
you're in a better place now