a little update
things have been on the edge lately. everything is so confusing and i hate being confused. i hate not knowing what to do. i basically know what i want - i just dont know if its the smart choice. why isnt life simple? why cant it lead you to the right paths? i wish i didnt have feelings so then i wouldnt feel like shit half the time because of this. whatever...ill figure something out eventually.
yesterday was my last day of work until august 11th because of my cruise coming up. i realized that i asked for thursday off on the calender and i dont know why i did, but i already got someone to cover for me that day so i dont care, no work for me lol. ahhh 6 more days until my cruise and i cant even wait. i have never done something like this before. i want to meet new people, i want to experience the time of my life.
today i dont know what im doing. going to the gym for as long as possible. i just need to release my stress off at the gym. im most likely going to play hockey with cody after 6 when he gets off work and i dont know whats up from there. i will probablly end up coming home?? idk...
yesterday was my last day of work until august 11th because of my cruise coming up. i realized that i asked for thursday off on the calender and i dont know why i did, but i already got someone to cover for me that day so i dont care, no work for me lol. ahhh 6 more days until my cruise and i cant even wait. i have never done something like this before. i want to meet new people, i want to experience the time of my life.
today i dont know what im doing. going to the gym for as long as possible. i just need to release my stress off at the gym. im most likely going to play hockey with cody after 6 when he gets off work and i dont know whats up from there. i will probablly end up coming home?? idk...