what a fitting title. i love my life. got a new job, finally gonna have money to pay my bills, and enjoy life more. fuck yeah. still writing a bunch. got a short story that i'm almost done with, and not too toot my own horn too much, but it's pretty fucking good. more film opportunities have come up. whoa yeah, look out world

fucking crazy weekend. goddamn. people are fucking ridiculous. humans. on the plus side, i did begin AND finish a new short story. it's entertaining. just gotta do a rewrite, and add some details i left out. then, it will be ready to be read by my favorite lady, the wonderful silverfox. finally finished a story that i've been toying with for like a ( Read more... )

as usual, holy fuck what a blast the few weeks have been. goddamn. i love my life. and i love being Perfect. anyways, as usual again, writing is coming along pretty good, making alot of progress on one, and made a decision on another. got alot of ideas for them, and will put them in when the time comes. hopefully, the film project will be done by ( Read more... )

man, what a fucking party the last like month has been. i love my fucking life. wow. anyways, writing is going good. the story i'm on now is coming along great. the film project is getting back on track after quite a delay. fuck yeah. continuing to make new friends at work. it's still a little weird, but hey, had to get around to being normal ( Read more... )

the dreams have eased up a bit. not been so vivid lately, what a relief. i do not like how random people pop in every now and then though. at least they still know their place in my dreams. and i still deal with them as i probably would in real life. the violence has gotten more realistic, but hey, they're only dreams, and sometimes they're really ( Read more... )

i can't even keep up with them. it is getting ridiculous. so many ideas, and not nearly enough time to write everything down. no wonder i have so many projects that are only in the very early stages. it's so hard to ignore the genius, it's practically impossible. it is becoming crushing. you silly humans don't know what it's like. i almost envy you ( Read more... )

listening to Sons of Liberty and thinking about America got me back on track. that and looking at pictures from halloween. man, me and my friends are awesome. i believe i said what i wanted to a few minutes ago, aside from whiny gay whining. i'll be ok. after all, i am Perfect. i would like to get drunk though, but alas, no money til tomorrow. also ( Read more... )

wish that was a little more true at the moment, but i will be fine in a couple days. i'm just that good. anyways, filming is about halfway finished. i hope to have the whole thing done within a few weeks. so far, its looking fucking awesome. i am very excited. got a few more things written, ready to be filmed, and a good amount more that just need ( Read more... )

i am excited. filming starts this week. fuck. yes.

what an awesome weekend. barely got any sleep, but it was worth it. it was so fucking awesome seeing matt living the dream, playing up on stage with schaffer. i was grinning like an idiot practically the whole time. then he came out while iced earth was playing, and we hung out and got drunk. and he took me backstage, which i wasnt expecting at all ( Read more... )