fuck. i've slept less, so i'll be ok. todays the motherfucking day. california, here we cooooooommmmmmmeeeeeeee

wow, fucking GREAT past couple weeks. holy shit. birthday weekend, fucking awesome. had such a great/crazy time over three days of hard partying. weekend after, still pretty fun, other craziness. this past weekend. fucking amazing. i feel practically reborn. also, i am finally, FINALLY able to write again. it is a little hard, but i'm doing it a ( Read more... )

to go down with the raging fire, i need to burn, and reach the point of no return ( Read more... )

so, reading the paper, and two articles caught my attention. the second, which is the less important one, was about a female gang that has been arrested. of course they're black. the first article, the really funny one, was about a missing woman. she has been missing since the beginning of april. she was found yesterday, in her own house. she ( Read more... )

wish i did a little more living. yeah, i have fun, a pretty fucking good amount of it actually. i just do not like when there are plans, and people flake. that is just fucked up. i'm just so sick of being fucking confined like i am. this cast is worse than the splint i had. i still can't write. the ideas are piling up. really fucking hard. i just ( Read more... )

fuck. fuck. fuck. this shit is fucking unfair. i cant fucking write. for at least 5 fucking weeks. my left wrist is fractured, in such a way that it has to be fucking immobilized for at least another 4 weeks. im fucking left handed, i cant do shit. i cant do a fucking thing.i cant fucking shower, eat, work, or fucking dress myself normally. and ( Read more... )

i received an email a few weeks ago from a person i didn't expect or want to hear from. naturally, they wanted something from me. ain't gonna happen. it was amusing though. it just seems a little sad when a 50 something year old woman tries getting something from me. thats all im gonna say about that. no need to ramble on. silly humans. other than ( Read more... )

and so is having a fractured wrist. not my idea of a good time

finally cast almost all of the parts for my film project. gonna start shooting very soon. most likely next week, depending on schedules. got the locations, just need some of the props, and two more roles to be filled. very exciting. been having some fucking awesome times lately, what a bunch of parties. this weekend is gonna rule. two all metallica ( Read more... )

i finished part one of my trilogy last night. and i am quite happy with it. just have to begin the editing process at some point. it practically took on a life of its own as i was writing it. i'm so happy. tonight, i celebrate