over the months ive strayed away from the computer more & more, but just want to make a note that im still alive & well.

things are going nice & they are only going to get better

much love to everyone

i was amazed by everything on livejournal thats changed since ive been on here last. its nuts. i havent posted in thirty five weeks, longest ever.

my life is a slow stage rite now, but a very good slow stage. i dont drink really at all anymore, ive been dating dustin again for a good while again..who also doesnt drink at all as well. which is ( Read more... )

ive been MIA from the world of computing for awhile. no reason in general, just havent been using it as much.

i work everyday usually except for one a week or so. i come home & clean up, take care of the animals, do laundry. change my clothes. make something for dinner. smoke a blunt & drink some beer. watch court tv out the ass. have some people ( Read more... )

things are looking up alot ( Read more... )

things have been different lately, but not necessarily bad.
been working quite a bit actually.  ive worked there like a month plus some & ive yet to call out of work. for me, thats amazing. im the queen of finding ways to not go to work. 
i actually dont mind working there, im used to the place, been around there forever already, its chill, i know ( Read more... )

ITS FINALLY MY BIRHTDAAAAYYY!@
SO EXCITED
IPOD TOMORROW
GETTING DRUNK
DRUNK TONITE IN RICHMOND NOW BACK HOME
I LOVE ITTTTT<3

i cant believe that its almost august. this is just rediculous. i cant believe another summer is almost over ( Read more... )

 i got my job back at county grill today:]

thats a plus

so lately things have been good but weird, but still good.

not working is making me really annoyed, so i think i mite just go apply at the county grill tomorrrow. i really didnt want to but my cousin blake works there again & seeing brittany just hires the hostess' now, i mite have a chance haha. 
i know the place real well & i wanna waitress anyways ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i wanna just give upppp

i hate feeling this way

i hate feeling myself slip back into this feeling

i hate remembering what it feels like

i hate it