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work
so i thought i would write today about my inability to hold a job. It wasn't always this way. there was a time that i held two jobs that between the two of them typically gave me 80 hours a week ( Read more... ) -
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Duke mentioned this to me after a talk of the deep pain and suicidal ideation. it seemed to fit very well. i never would of thought Shakespeare would fit so eloquently into how i feel ( Read more... ) -
Pain
It has been tough. Tonight is one of those nights that is hard ( Read more... ) -
thoughts
over the last few weeks i have had some wonderful though work about my parents/ ex family ( Read more... ) -
Mothers Day anger letter to a unfit parent
Dear Mother ( Read more... ) -
a kinda rebirth
so i had a nightmare the other night involving my parents and my old best friend Lesley that i grew up with ( Read more... ) -
Pattern Review Butterick b5403
So I am just wrapping up making a pair of pants that follow a more jean like pattern ( Read more... ) -
change
i began to set boundaries with my parents asking them to leave me alone unless they can start acting in a better manner with me . This one action seems to have lifted my energy levels up. my shoulders literally felt lighter over the last two days. while sitting on the toilet i had a great idea . I have alot of issues to work on. my life NEEDS to ( Read more... ) -
Sewing Simplicity pattern 3758
This pattern is for a poet shirt for normal sized men.
http://www.simplicity.com/p-2001-misses-men-teen-costumes.aspxSimplicity is again anything but not simplistic ( Read more... ) -
Im Angry
So tonight i started to have anxiety issues that were not triggered by anything in specific. At the time i was listening to music/carl sagans cosmos and sewing. pretty non angry making stuff.. Something that was suggested on panic to freedom interview with a awesome women was that i stop and ask my body and myself what was going on. so i tried this ( Read more... )