Ok, as soon as I get enough money, I'm leaving. I don't know where I'm going, but I am. I can't take people fighting all the time. Yes, this is my fault, and that's part of why I'm going away. I don't want to cause any pain or anger for the people I love. I may keep talking to certain people, but I don't think I will tell any of them where I'm ( Read more... )

Well, Matt and Kris aren't allowed back over. They are such morons. I'm kind of glade too. Matt has to act like a bad ass around everyone, he can actually be sweet, when he wants to. But that's true with any guy. That's why I don't trush men. Most of them. If I don't know them, or they've lied to my before, I don't trust them. That's why I ( Read more... )

I think I finally found out why livejournal exists. It's not so people can get things off their mind, oh no. It's so that people can get things off their chest that have been bothering them, so that thier friends and loved ones can read it and get pissed. I'm so smart. If anyone doesn't belive me, think about it. You write what you think and ( Read more... )

Well, Charlie and I broke up last night. I found out something yesterday about something he and my friend had lied to me about. That isn't the reason I left. And contrary to popular belief, I didn't do it for anyother guy either. I wasn't happy for a while, and I hear he wasn't either. So, we probably both wanted it to happen. I just didn't want to ( Read more... )

Ok, where to start? Well, I guess I could write about what's going on with Jesse, like everyone else...eh. Ok, so he's got (who knows how many) girlfriends, and the one girl he cheated on Babs with won't believe anyone but him. He's not going to tell her the truth, why would he? If he does, then he has one less gf, and he can't have that. Girl, get ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, I figured I would now. I guess I'm spending too much time on gaia...but atleast I'm meeting new and interesting people. That and uo are taking up most of my time. Man, I need to get out more!!!!!! I need to get my lisence so I can start school and get a job so Bratt and I can maybe get an appartment. Charlie will be so ( Read more... )

OK. I have no idea why I'm writing right now, but I felt like doing it. I don't really have anything to say, I guess it's just going to be random things, and for anyone who has read my written journals, you know how to understand these. For anyone else...you can try.Have fun anyway ( Read more... )

I guess the situation at my mom's is better. People are getting along. That makes me happy. Plus, Amanda isn't pissed at Charlie anymore. So he gets to talk to Kurt now, which is great. I heard that they are really happy, and that's wonderful. So, I guess everything is great ( Read more... )

How did everything get so fucked up? I'd really like to know that. When did everything get so crazy? How the fuck did it come down to me losing my sister? When was that ever a factor? How is that even possible? What the fuck is happening? Someone please tell me what is happening. Is it because I don't agree with the things she does? When have I ( Read more... )

I can see!! I can see!!! Yeah, my eyes aren't that much better, but I got tired of not seeing. Charlie said he's going to update his journal today, but it's going to be a smartass update. When did I lose all my friends? I mean, yeah I still have a few (and I love them with all my heart), but I lost all the people I used to hang out with. I have ( Read more... )