I'm back at home.
Well, Charlie and I broke up last night. I found out something yesterday about something he and my friend had lied to me about. That isn't the reason I left. And contrary to popular belief, I didn't do it for anyother guy either. I wasn't happy for a while, and I hear he wasn't either. So, we probably both wanted it to happen. I just didn't want to do it, I didn't want to hurt him like that again. I won't ever forget the look in his eyes.......or the blood on his hand.
When I was taking my stuff to the back door, for my sister to take to our friend's car, Brian was standing there talking to her. He was talking about me like I couldn't even hear him. He was saying that he had talked about me with Charlie and their parents, saying that I was lazy and all I did was hide in the basement, that I would never find a job ro even look for one. That's fine, and they are rightI did hide in the basement, but I thought I was doing better. I stayed upstairs and watched a movie with Will, when Charlie and Brian went downstairs. If I was going to stay there, I was supposed to clean the house, that would have been fine, if I knew how to work a dishwasher I would have done the dishes, but no one showed me how.
Whatever. It doesn't matter anymore. Brian hates me, but I don't care, I feel the same way buddy. And soon, Charlie will hate me again. It helped him be ok before, maybe it will again.
Well, I guess that's what I have to say for now. Bye people.
When I was taking my stuff to the back door, for my sister to take to our friend's car, Brian was standing there talking to her. He was talking about me like I couldn't even hear him. He was saying that he had talked about me with Charlie and their parents, saying that I was lazy and all I did was hide in the basement, that I would never find a job ro even look for one. That's fine, and they are rightI did hide in the basement, but I thought I was doing better. I stayed upstairs and watched a movie with Will, when Charlie and Brian went downstairs. If I was going to stay there, I was supposed to clean the house, that would have been fine, if I knew how to work a dishwasher I would have done the dishes, but no one showed me how.
Whatever. It doesn't matter anymore. Brian hates me, but I don't care, I feel the same way buddy. And soon, Charlie will hate me again. It helped him be ok before, maybe it will again.
Well, I guess that's what I have to say for now. Bye people.