I forgot to put in here that I'm not going to be writing in here anymore. It does no good, I don't get constructive criticism, all I get is people telling me to leave Billy. If you guys were telling me that things weren't going perfectly and that you had problems that you didn't know how to handle, do you really think that I would tell you to ( Read more... )

There's a boat, I could sail away ( Read more... )

OK, I know that I haven't been there for most of you who need me, and for that I am really sorry. I guess I've been too caught up in my shit that I've been neglecting my friends and family, a few things have happened in the past few days to tell me that. I just want you all to know that if you EVER need someone to talk to, call on me and I will ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

There's not really that much to report. Sunday Brad, Billy, and I went to the zoo and art museum. It was fun and stuff. We spent the whole day just the three of us. B, you have no idea how great it is to have a guy friend whom I actually trust. I mean I've had friends that I trusted, but not like this. And he said that I'm just one of the ( Read more... )

You're abosolutly right, we don't talk on a daily basis, so I will bore you with my talking about BIlly, even though you already like him lol. Like I said in my last post, I had a class with him in high school, and we spent the entire hour talking about just about everything. After the first week of talking to him I wanted to date him....but I ( Read more... )

but I haven't been home for very long at a time. But, I'm happy. More so than I have been in the longest time. I am with a great guy who treats me so great. I knew him in high school, and we had some really good conversations, we just never got together. He moved away before we had a chance, and it makes me wonder if he wouldn't have moved ( Read more... )

I would have updated more, but there's really not much going on to update about. i started typing an update earlier, but i hit the wrong button and it got erased, so I don't remember what I was saying. Other than Bratt promised me that if I start to get snobby she'll kick my ass. All these guys wanting me and shit is making my self-esteem go way ( Read more... )

Ok, I must be fucked up, because I find myself now crying and thinking about Charlie. I haven't thought I made a mistake with him since I was with him. But, I know I had a guaranteed thing with him. We could have been something really great. I find myself surrounded by happiness, but of those around me; not mine. It seems that everyone is ( Read more... )

OK, I have decided that I won't get into another relationshp. I can't take the pain. It's just not worth it anymore. I'm not saying that I won't date, I just won't get too involved with anyone. Any man who comes into my life now must be warned that I WILL hurt him. It will do no good to give me all the lines or roses, it won't help ( Read more... )