Jan 26, 2006 09:43
I forgot to put in here that I'm not going to be writing in here anymore. It does no good, I don't get constructive criticism, all I get is people telling me to leave Billy. If you guys were telling me that things weren't going perfectly and that you had problems that you didn't know how to handle, do you really think that I would tell you to just up and leave that person? And even if I did, what would your reaction be? Not very good towards me huh? Look, I love all of you, but you have to understand that i love Billy too, and nothing is going to change that. He's going to be my husband and we are going to have children. There is nothing that can make me change my mind about this. The sooner you guys understand and deal with this the better things will be.
But right now I am so depressed that all I want to do is sleep, and I have no reason to be depressed...I want my mommy.