Hello Diary, Had a very painful day with my sinus region!! I think the cool dry weather is really a problem for my nose region!! I was in a Mexican restaurant in Greenwhich Village and just called into work sick!! Then I got back home and a new sponcee in AA wanted me to go to a meeting in Jackson Heights (This whole area is people from India and ( Read more... )

Hello Blog, Today I witnessed an amazing case of extreme anxiety and the person was quite candid about they're "mind space"!! It was interesting to watch someone "so caught"...Not that they can't get out of it though!! Running and running and running...Who knows what he feels or thinks...but it's interesting how people will tolerate un- ( Read more... )

Well another beautiful Temple day!! I spend most of my Wednesday's at my Buddhist Temple and it makes me feel real good!!We are having a one hour meditation and then a break for a half-hour then we are having a class on "The Samyutta Nikaya" The text is so beautiful and it really is a path very few people would take(Because it is against the stream ( Read more... )

Hello Blog, I am feeling allright...My friend did call last night and we had a good chat about what's been bogging them down!! They have been out there with drugs and booze for 10 years...so...it takes a while to re-adjust our selves to sobriety...It takes time away from drugs and booze to feel our bodies and minds without substances!!This person ( Read more... )

We'll I have to keep up my meditation... that is paramount!!I've had a very nice day!! I Went to an AA Meeting and it was jammed and some people we're really struggling!! It's really a case of the sludge moving through the Mind-System and the Body-System and it ain't pretty!!Self-discovery can be very painful and heart-breaking...fear-anger- and ( Read more... )

Dear LJ, I have been Feeling very tired and lethargic most of the day...and I know why!! I ate a lot of candy last night, & I really don't usually do that!! I felt really drugged today...& I don't like it...so I am going to start watching my sugar and carb in take...I don't want to be a fanatic about carbs... as it is the "in" thing, but I know ( Read more... )

Just a note about my order dilemma that I mentioned yesterday...we'll I can say that I have 60% succeeded in my endeavor, which I guess I will have to be satisfied with!! I needed a kip(As my Liverpool friends say)(nap is what we say) and that took some of my time away...I watched a movie that I thought I would fall asleep to...didn't happen, It ( Read more... )

Hello LJ, I had a very busy night at work so...This is going to be short tonight!! I have tomorrow off, because I worked on Wednesday... So...My day tomorrow will be spent making order, I love order...I can't create unless I have order!! Some people,I am thinking of the famous artist Francis Bacon, he thrived on disarray and chaos to create,not me ( Read more... )

I was discussing with a friend tonight the trials and tribulations of living in apartments!! Somehow when they build apartments, they don't put enough of a buffer in between the the ceilings and the floors, and when some one has pretty hardwood floors and they like the wood floors (and they don't want to get carpets), the tenant downstairs from the ( Read more... )

Dear Diary, What a day it's been...It's been just like a dream!! We'll Diary... I would like to speak a little about freedom tonight!! I am not bragging but I really love my freedom...I spend a lot of time with Buddhist Monks and they are really free... even though they have many responsibilities, I am very surprised how one monk doesn't ever know ( Read more... )