i can't decide if i should keep this or not ( Read more... )

i just got back from damon's visitation ( Read more... )

i texted cindy tonight to see if she can get me a copy of the iowa falls paper, so that i can cut out damon's obituary. i've been doing a lot at home to keep me busy and try to keep my mind off of it, but this is the first friend i have had that died so i don't know how to react. when i had to open at work an hour after i found out, i couldn't ( Read more... )

Amanda just called me. Damon died today. Someone tell me how it's fair to let a fucking 19 year old die. Fuck you, god.


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last night just may have been thee most dramatic night of my life, thus far ( Read more... )

zach just called me. i answered, said "you need to stop calling me, stop texting me, and start to fuck off. i don't want to talk to you, you hurt me way too bad last night, and i want nothing to do with you ( Read more... )

mad at someone i never thought i'd be mad at ( Read more... )

i really hope for the rest of your life, you're perfectly content saying that your highest degree of education is highschool, and that you barely managed that. i hope that you enjoy working 3 days a week at a waterpark, and complain non stop about it, even though you have the potential to change it. i hope that you really wanna work there for 5 ( Read more... )

carlos o kellys and going to "year one" tomorrow with brent frey!
and going out to dinner with jake liekweg saturday night!
i've missed my ellsworth boiz.

joshua and i went to the hangover yesterday.
it was epic. definitely buying that the day it comes out.

mega update:
josh came over yesterday morning.
even though the poophead SAID he was getting here today (wednesday).
it was cute. i've missed him.