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i really hope for the rest of your life, you're perfectly content saying that your highest degree of education is highschool, and that you barely managed that. i hope that you enjoy working 3 days a week at a waterpark, and complain non stop about it, even though you have the potential to change it. i hope that you really wanna work there for 5 years in a row and keep living with your parents because you're too stupid to save your money and get another job. i hope you enjoy knowing you'll always have her by your side, even if that means ruining potential relationships and friendships with other people, and oh i dont know, moving on and being happy. i hope you know she's a complete cunt who wants nothing more than to hurt you and take you away from your friends and your happiness. i hope you know none of your friends want to be around you when you're hanging out with her, none of them can stand being around her. i hope someday you realize that your parents are right, and that they're not just telling you these things in spite of you. i hope that you know they hate her, hate her being there, hate her spending the night there, hate you being around her, and hate her borrowing your car and doing her laundry there. she's just as worthless as you're becomming. but you have the potential to change. you have so much potential. youre just stuck in the life that you used to know. the life that you got used to. and it's really fucking sad. your parents want nothing more than for you to be with me, because they knew i was good for you. they knew i helped you. you WERE starting to change your ways, i WAS helping you. and it kills me not being over there every day. it kills your parents too. they hate seeing her. everyone that means anything to you, hates her. why can't you see that? why did you have to go ruin a perfectly fine thing? why do you keep fucking up? why do you keep lying? you're not changing, you're getting worse. and it's time to stop using the accident as an excuse anymore. this is you. not your past, not what happened, YOU. you're doing this to yourself. you're ruining yourself.