There's nothing worse than going home, having an amazing weekend with the person you're head-over-heels in love with, and them leaving them with the knowledge that it will be another 2 weeks until you'll be together again. Every time I have to leave it hurts. Then I come back here- to my completely unfulfilling life. I go to class, work, do ( Read more... )

So exactly 10 months after my grandpa was diagnosed with cancer and only 8 months after he died my grandma is diagnosed.

So it's now the new year. I'm back at school. I'm sick of a lot of people and have realized that since I've started college I've made minimal good friends. I've lost plenty of them, though. I'm dating a boy that I love so completely, but still manages to forget that I am a human with feelings and when you hurt them I respond with much crying ( Read more... )

I had to take my laptop in to get fixed, so I'm not online much ( Read more... )

Exams start tomorrow (or today now). Wish me luck.

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 20 people about this game.
• Rob is the one that you love.
• Brad Pitt is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Anna.
• Amanda is the one who knows you very well.
• Kacie is your lucky star.
• Can You Feel the Love Tonight is the song that matches with Rob.
• Going Under is the song for Brad Pitt.
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I feel like shit. It's raining outside. That's how I feel. Horrible, muddy, grey, ugly, and wet. I had a horrible night. Had a fight. Max gave me a shot of rum to feel better. I was missing a pint of my blood, so it did help calm me down. Against all of the advice my friends had given me I gave in and called him trying to figure things out ( Read more... )

I gave blood today. It was fun. I always enjoy giving blood. I had to sit there for about 45 minutes because I was gonna pass out. I ate free cookies and drank a lot of juice. :-)

I just voted for the first time ^_^

I love him and I trust him, I do. The thing is, no matter how much I know this I can't help but feel paranoid that I'm going to get hurt somehow. Maybe it's because for the first time I don't want to find a way out. I dunno.

My head is just such a mess sometimes.