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[freakishpenguin]

I love him and I trust him, I do. The thing is, no matter how much I know this I can't help but feel paranoid that I'm going to get hurt somehow. Maybe it's because for the first time I don't want to find a way out. I dunno.

My head is just such a mess sometimes.

Comments

[bittergreen]

I feel ya. It's just a leap of faith that you have to consciously take every day. But it gets easier. *hug*

[freakishpenguin]

Yeah, I don't like it. I wish I could read minds. It would make things so much easier.

[bittergreen]

I can't read minds, but I have found that getting Jim drunk leads to him telling me everything that he is feeling at the time and everything he feels about me. But that's Jim.

[freakishpenguin]

See, getting Rob drunk makes him go outside and smoke for 5 hours straight.

[bloodfleshskin]

Oh Gina, I know what you mean. I'm currently on eggshells trusting Cory about something that happened months ago. You just don't know with people anymore. I wish I had some encouraging advice, but I don't. All I can say is, talk to him.

[freakishpenguin]

Yeah, I'm trying to work on it. He says nothing is wrong, things are fine. I think a lot of it is the stress in my life is making me paranoid.