Sometimes I feel like I just don't know how to act. Something isn't sitting right with me. I hope it fixes soon.

Today life kicked me square in the face.

I signed the lease for our apartment next year. I'm so excited, but it's such a big move. It's a shock to the system.

I'm going to have to start staying here every other week so I can afford life.

I'm breaking down. I need to be comforted. Hugged.

Sometimes I swear there's something wrong with me.

So this apartment thing is turning into a whole ordeal. Instead of 3 people in a 2 bedroom we will now have 2. Instead of $300/month for everything it will be about $500/month. Still, it's cheaper than the dorms and I would get my own room. The changes suck, but it's still completely worth it. On to better things ( Read more... )

And life goes on.

Tomorrow can't come fast enough. I want to be home.

Bah.

He's so cute. I care about him so much. Hell, it's only been a day and already I need the weekend to come so I can see him. Usually this feeling scares the shit out of me because I'm afraid of being hurt, but I've decided to let myself care and see what happens. I like how things are and how they are going. He's such a sweetheart, and now I'm ( Read more... )

So that's what all the fuss is about...

Thingy dealy for you to fill out for me ^_^ You know you love it ( Read more... )

So Rob and I cooked together last night. We made some mistakes, but it was pretty good. It was my first adventure away from breakfast food. I was so proud ^_ ( Read more... )

1 more day. I miss him a lot. I can't wait.

Jamie, I called you. Give me a call back and we'll talk. I'm going to the gym, so if I don't answer I'll call back as soon as I see you've called. I love you.