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So it's now the new year. I'm back at school. I'm sick of a lot of people and have realized that since I've started college I've made minimal good friends. I've lost plenty of them, though. I'm dating a boy that I love so completely, but still manages to forget that I am a human with feelings and when you hurt them I respond with much crying and yelling. Sometimes with violence. I find my self spending most of my time alone. I work all the time. The end of a break has made me depressed, actually having to do work has already worn me down, and I've already restarted the old fights with the boy. No wonder I cried on my way back here- I knew exactly how it was going to be. Heather is back at MSU, which makes me happy. Maybe we can manage to spend time together fairly often. It would be great for my dying morale. At least 2 of my classes don't bore me to sleep... out of 6. We'll see.
My resolution for the year: To become a stronger person, much like I was at the end of high school. To regain my confidence and stop wasting time with people that don't give a shit about anyone but themselves.
My resolution for the year: To become a stronger person, much like I was at the end of high school. To regain my confidence and stop wasting time with people that don't give a shit about anyone but themselves.