I HATE INTERNAL ASSESSMENTS!!!!!! SEND THEM TO HELL!!!!!!

Do you ever wish that you could drain yourself of every emotion and just live a bland life? It would be nice sometimes to not have to worry about stupid stuff and just focus of life as a whole. Life would be SO much simpler if everyone just was blatantly honest yet wasn't judged for it, blamed for it, or affected by it: if I could walk up to you ( Read more... )

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Everything is FUCKED UP!!! It's like everything I want is evading me. It turns out what I thought I wanted might not be what's best for me. I don't even want to think about the flip side. Although it scared me. I don't like insecurity. It scares the hell out of me. Then again maybe it is what's best for me and I just have to live with it. this is ( Read more... )

I'm flying home today!!!!! Yay! Seriously, this was a fun trip but I am WAY ready to spend some quality time in my own house/town/bed/beathroom/livingroom/kitchen/pool/backyard/everywhere else. It is one short day in P-cola but it is a day at home. I miss all of you. Luckily this next trip is with my youth group so I will get to spend time with ( Read more... )

Strangely enough, I've been commited to updating the past few days... Maybe the fact that there is a computer in the room I'm sleeping in has something to do with it. Quite possibly. Anyways, I'm downloading some stuff and it's taking a freaking long time... ugh. We went to the aquarium today. My biggest delight had to be either the look on my ( Read more... )

Happy fourth... Woo Hoo. I wish I could be celebrating this at home woth my friends... oh well. maybe next year but of course I say that every year and every year I'm out of town and am not able to fulfill my wish... so maybe next year.

i just saw Superman returns. It's a pretty good movie, I guess. I felt like it lacked a strong climax but that's just me and my theatrical self. It has a few strange twists in it but overall it is good. That is my update for tonight...Now I shall sleep.

This proves how freakin bored I am at this ungodly hour of the night... I should be sleeping right ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated since God knows when... Anyways... I'm in Virginia at my dad's house. I am here from New York State where my grandparents live. When I get home from this trip I have a day to recooperate and then I leave on a youth trip to one of the carolinas. I reeally need a breather and time to be home and spend time with friends... ugh. I ( Read more... )