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https://autumnshowersblog.wordpress.com/

I'm scared. I'm miserable. I'm horrified. I'm all alone.

I e-mailed Matt my last entry and this was his reply.

Baby, it's lovely.  Beautiful.  You are a blessed and talented lady, Sabrina Shahmir.  I want more!  
I promise I'm not just blowing smoke up your ass, but I'm not one for reading.  I enjoy first-person narrative writing (autobiographical-style) more than anything, but even when I read that little ( Read more... )

My face has swollen up significantly today since the surgery,
despite repeated icings. After gazing in the mirror at my new
round face, I began to feel less and less like the person
I knew myself to be.

And then . . . she emerged.


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