Getting To Know You ( Read more... )

So my dear, dear journal... it has been quite a while. Sometimes I think that if I took the time to write about my life, it might not seem so daunting when I see it in type. Maybe that's my problem... hehe ( Read more... )

Go here. Do this. I'll love you forever and be your new best friend.

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... Turn and face the strange ch-ch-changes ( Read more... )

How's that for a deep subject line? Well, it sounds an awful like a line from my high school poetry. hehe ( Read more... )

Today is the day, my friends. The day I find roll my fat ass over to the gym. I swear... If I don't actually do it, I might hate myself forever. I woke up to get my shower this morning and looked in the mirror and thought to myself "I know 40something year old men who look better than I do". And that, my friends, is a sad sad self-realization to ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why, but I always get nervous on the first day back to school... even when it's only the first day after winter break, because all the classes are new, I have to find them all in buildings I've never had classes in previously, new professors to get accustomed to. I know I know, I'm a cry baby... wahhh wahhhhhhhhh. But seriously, I hate ( Read more... )

Seven things I plan to do before I die ( Read more... )

OK, so things are much better today. The cloud is passing over (which is ironic, because today the city is enveloped in a blanket of dense fog). Things were discussed and for the most part resolved. But I'm feeling much much better. And this band "Psapp" is rocking my sox off right now. 'Nuff said... I have errands to run on this lovely Friday the

FUCK. fuck fuck fuck. Worst morning ever. I hate myself and I hate the fact that I'm feeling so emotionally trite right now that I just typed the words "I hate myself". I feel like my life is running away with me. It's changing again, and as always, I'm not changing with it. I've invested so much and I think I fucked it up completely.