i decided to turn on sum old school music for a lil while. i went up to rita's room and found the original dirty dancing cd lol. im listening it to now...its fucking great. it reminds me sooooo much of rita though. its great but then again it makes me upset cuz that was like her fuckin favorite movie. i miss her ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME ( Read more... )

havent updated in a few days ( Read more... )

exciting few days ( Read more... )

i really hate it when people start bashin out on comments. like seriously...i dont care if u read my journal and shit. and i also dont care if u comment, but dont trash talk n tell me wut to do with shit i cant even control. apparently whoever is commenting like an asshole doesnt even know me. if im screaming for attention by putting my journal in ( Read more... )

i promised campbell i'd update for him tonight...jus so he'd let me ride the bike. here we go ( Read more... )

its me again. bored as hell. fucking celebrity poker man...seth won. phil called it! (the professional poker player phil) it kept me going for most of the night ( Read more... )

i might have reached my all time lows. im so fucking miserable. i cant even find all the words to explain how much i miss phil. like seriously, i dont know what the fuck to do. its so hard without him. and i know everyone is gunna read this and sum of u will be like "di ur better off without him." its pathedic how much i pushed him away when i was ( Read more... )

today is the 10th...it would have been, 2 years and 3 months for me and phil. too bad he's a bastard. thats almost 3 years of a fucking friendship, and now...it has turned into shit ( Read more... )

stole this from mike, who got it from jackie...thanx guys ( Read more... )