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Aug 14, 2004 00:13

i promised campbell i'd update for him tonight...jus so he'd let me ride the bike. here we go.
tonight was so much fucking fun. me meme krista n lauren all went to genos for dinner which was supurb and then we went to south street for a lil n went to condom kingdom and the mood. if i feel like wasting 35 bucks...im definatly buying the ULTRA 3000! its fully equipt with pearls and a lil machine that plays with ur clit. absolutely amazing. we met up wit the guys when we were done with our field trip. we had fun driving.
while pulling into the parking lot of wendys...i saw MOST of phils friends standing in the parking lot just talking. HOW COMFORTABLE WAS THAT?! i was wondering if phil was there...and he wasnt. and i kept wondering even if he was...wtf would i do? would i REALLY go up to him? wut would i do? run him over in my car? no. i would REALLY just drive by...hoping he saw me. hoping he was missing me the same way i am missing him.
sometimes i think meliss doesnt understand how im feeling with all of this. i think she thinks im full of shit when i say this shit about phil and everything...in relationships in general. its not like im fucking writing this shit for the fun of it. THIS IS NOT FUN! this is not a fucking game. i dont pull shit outta my ass jus so i can write it in here.
all i have to say...DONT TURN ONTO LOMBARD CIRCLE FROM DELAWARE AVE...IT TAKES U ONTO 95N. lol.
tomorrow is my only day off. im excited.
SOCCER PRACTICE TOMORROW KIDS! IDK BOUT U...BUT IM FUCKING EXCITED! me krista and lauren are all on the same team. me and krista are gunna have so much fun at practice tomorrow. i dont think lauren is attending.
jesser doesnt get of punishment until monday i believe. that sucks. lol...thats all i can say.
we r bowling on sunday...campbell n wayne r really fucking good. they got the shoes n everything. lol all they need now is the proper attire. im excited...hopefully the guys will let me have bumpers.
this is how yaz approaches to me..."hey depressed buddy!"
im tired...fuck you.
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