no matter how bad you think you have things, there's always someone who is in a much worse happenstance. no matter how ugly and fat you think you are, you're gorgeous compared to a huge portion of the world. And no matter how beautiful or popular, or confident someone appears to be, they probably are only half the person you think they are. Know ( Read more... )

last thursday and friday I had the privilage of visiting North Central University, located in downtown minneapolis. I got to attend classes, sleep in a dorm room with 4 college students, take a tour of the campus, enjoy the all-you-can-eat cafeteria, watch 3 bands perform, and go to the mall of america. This experience has really shown me just ( Read more... )

Do you ever long for things unknown? Everything thats presented to me, everything I am surrounded by, everything I know, disappoints me. I find myself searching for fulfillment.empty spaces...is all I possess. I don't understand myself at all, for I know what is right, yet instead I do the very things I hate. I never meant to be a bad daughter, I ( Read more... )

trying not to get so wrapped up ( Read more... )

I mean this so strongly with every spec of strength in me: Mom and Dad, I hate you. You have lead me to depression for the past 5 years. You always know how to ruin my fun, and crush my dreams. You make me feel like shit, like I'm nothing. Maybe I am just nothing. You keep me from being the person I could be. Because of you, I lack social skills, ( Read more... )

I got a car last night!! It's a 98 white chevy lumina, 4 door. The only thing I don't like about it, is there's no cd player. I have to go to point in about an hour, with my mom, and I'm gonna pick up some stuff for the car. how cool is this.

I felt terrible last night, so I didn't go to school today. I woke up at 2pm which was so nice. ( Read more... )

I think I give people wrong signals, subconsiously knowing I do it, to amuse myself. Sorry if you think I like you, i might just feel bad for you. Sorry if you think I can't stand you, I might just be jealous. and to those I reveal my trueness: you are few in number. I cherish you ( Read more... )

woke up at 7:20 or so, and still was able to take a shower, fix my hair and make it to school before 8!!woo!! I'm good. Advanced Algebra really is horrible. Crafts class is my favorite. were making books. us history is boring. English, well...we had a test today on the parts of speech, and i got an 86% without studying, or listening in class. (alot ( Read more... )

never walk away,every smile you gave me,never exhale,as your eyes close,I'll bring before,the sight of true unhappiness ( Read more... )

"how do i raise a kid like you??? I am so sick of giving you second chances...you're such a liar,you're such a liar, you've lied to us soooo much!!!!!!!!! how do i raise a kid thats determined to self-destruct?????...how do i save you from yourself, how do I keep you from yourself????....you're mission days are over....you're never going there ( Read more... )