"Read the tale of my desire,I'll never walk away,a book of hate,never exhale,1000 volts for,I'll
never walk away,every smile you gave me,never exhale,as your eyes close,I'll bring before,the sight of true unhappiness."
uh....huh...i love that song. I really dont know what to think. maybe my mom is overreacting. maybe shes right. maybe she will lighten up and this wont last. or maybe this is it, shes not backing down. maybe i feel like being super bad ass and doing everything i can to make her upset. or maybe i feel like apologizing and asking for her forgiveness, and promise to be better. actually, i just want to do whatever it is I do, for me. and not for the motive of getting back at my parents, or fitting in....just for me. I'll do this for me. I want to become the person I am supposed to be, the person I was meant to be....the person I wish i was. everyone in my school is so fucking immature. no fun there. i cannot possibly be grounded until I'm 18.....I'll die.
uh....huh...i love that song. I really dont know what to think. maybe my mom is overreacting. maybe shes right. maybe she will lighten up and this wont last. or maybe this is it, shes not backing down. maybe i feel like being super bad ass and doing everything i can to make her upset. or maybe i feel like apologizing and asking for her forgiveness, and promise to be better. actually, i just want to do whatever it is I do, for me. and not for the motive of getting back at my parents, or fitting in....just for me. I'll do this for me. I want to become the person I am supposed to be, the person I was meant to be....the person I wish i was. everyone in my school is so fucking immature. no fun there. i cannot possibly be grounded until I'm 18.....I'll die.