i love allon more than anyone in my life.

yeah i think i have strep. =( it sucks. i can barely swallow. i miss seeing my friends and allon and its only been two days. even though he's visited me both days, i still miss him. hopefully i will feel well enough by tomorrow to go to school and pick up my paycheck from work and go to kickboxing, but if not, then off to the doctor i go. my job ( Read more... )

school is repetitious. i hate just about everyone there. my anger is getting worse. my doctor doesn't really seem to get the severity of the situation. but what can he do? i don't let on what it is that i really think and feel. isn't it ironic how someone sees someone for help but doesn't let that person see their true self, for fear of looking bad ( Read more... )

i think its funny that nobody has anything better to occupy their time then trying to uncover shit about my love life...whats funny about it is that i don't give a shit about any of them and don't care to ever get to know them and they seem to care so goddamn much about what's going on with me. how paradox. i am not all that interesting and it ( Read more... )

so, i am working again. yesterday was fairly uneventful and hopefully today i will get to come home early. the people are neat so far, i think its going to be alright. school has been alright. too many ho'z. not enough pro'z. i don't get to enjoy this weekend very much due to WERk. thats what sucks, no more sitting on my ass. today we had a ( Read more... )

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well school doesn't suck tooooo hard. i am happy with my government and english classes, i bet they will be full of debates and it will be fun. just english willbe a lot of work...thats the only thing i am worried about. P.E. is like fucking a chainsaw ...its so hot outside and we have to play softball...let alone everyone in that class could ( Read more... )

i hate fighting with him more than anything else in the world. i care more about him than he will ever know and it kills me when we leave on bad terms ( Read more... )

yeah so things have somewhat cooled down...at least as much as they can for the shitty situation that i am in. i am not supposed to go anywhere with a car until i have a job, plus i have to drive the piece of shit my dad has. so i picked up some applications and i had an interview today at Coco's and i have another interview tomorrow. so hopefully ( Read more... )