gaie?
yeah i think i have strep. =( it sucks. i can barely swallow. i miss seeing my friends and allon and its only been two days. even though he's visited me both days, i still miss him. hopefully i will feel well enough by tomorrow to go to school and pick up my paycheck from work and go to kickboxing, but if not, then off to the doctor i go. my job was pretty cool but then you find out its just like all the other bullshit in life worth complaining about, same petty drama and gay people but what canya do, at least i am paid to be there, unlike school. i am going to miss dillinger i already know this. but i am so going to falloutboy........cause i r00l.
i still feel superior. and i feel there are so many things in life that no one contemplates. i think i have immersed myself too much into atheism and different philosophies that make you question the things in life that most just take with a grain of salt. the fact that nothing in this life matters. the fact that nothing in life is neccesary. the only pure unadulterated thing left in life is love. love can be questioned but there is no answer, you will never get a true answer as to what love is or how it should be...but everyone experiences it, it is inevitable and it is the only pure thing left on this earth.
**now i'm in your basement, keeping low to stay of your way, i miss you more than you know...i hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head, i hope you know that i'm down here, just for you...i sang a song to you through the floor, to reach you somehow, i thought i heard you call out for more, i know that's crazy, i didn't know that i'm lost again and won't get through to you, i won't get through...close your eyes, cause i'm lost again**
i still feel superior. and i feel there are so many things in life that no one contemplates. i think i have immersed myself too much into atheism and different philosophies that make you question the things in life that most just take with a grain of salt. the fact that nothing in this life matters. the fact that nothing in life is neccesary. the only pure unadulterated thing left in life is love. love can be questioned but there is no answer, you will never get a true answer as to what love is or how it should be...but everyone experiences it, it is inevitable and it is the only pure thing left on this earth.
**now i'm in your basement, keeping low to stay of your way, i miss you more than you know...i hear your footsteps move the floorboards above my head, i hope you know that i'm down here, just for you...i sang a song to you through the floor, to reach you somehow, i thought i heard you call out for more, i know that's crazy, i didn't know that i'm lost again and won't get through to you, i won't get through...close your eyes, cause i'm lost again**