so all ya'll can suck my di-ock bi-otch

[flaming_scrotum]

so, i am working again. yesterday was fairly uneventful and hopefully today i will get to come home early. the people are neat so far, i think its going to be alright. school has been alright. too many ho'z. not enough pro'z. i don't get to enjoy this weekend very much due to WERk. thats what sucks, no more sitting on my ass. today we had a discussion on existentialism in english, and it is extremely interesting to me, i think i am going to read up more on it because i have never really identified with a belief or a real religion until i heard some of the things existentialism is made up of. like having a truth, something that is worth living and dying for and determining your own faith and moral judgement. because seriously, who is to say what is good or bad in the world? who is the person to tell you that you are morally wrong in what you choose to do, other than yourself? you must determine your actions based on the consequences that you are aware of, after acting on a moral justification. it makes so much sense.

Allon makes me so happy and I love him so much. When I know that he is all mine, I can't help but smile and feel good all day long. It hurts when I am not with him and I anticipate seeing him every single time. It's been a long time and I still feel the same way I did when I first saw him. =) ahhhh

i need some sleep and money.