Its a really crappy feeling when you realize that talking to your once best friend has become so formal that you dont talk about the things you used. Now all that is said is "hey how are you","how is your son" Not that i dont care how her son or she is doing but it seems thats all we talk about. Nothing more nothing less. Just the basics.

So the Doctors appointment i was supposed to have on Thursday was cancelled. Which no informed of. So i call the insurance place. They tell me to call this other place. I call this other place. They tell me to wait around odessa while they figure stuff out. Cause apparently different departments dont talk to each other within this place. So i call ( Read more... )

Why do i think about you at random times ( Read more... )

When am i gonna stop being just the friend? i know at this point in my life i have little to offer.But what i do have to offer should be more important than money.Im a nice guy. I wanna know when im gonna get to show someone that. I know im not perfect. Very far from it. Anyways i think im done for now. Nobody is gonna read this anyways.

She tells me i have changed ( Read more... )

Why do we hold on to things we can't have? Always reaching for it? Cause without hope what do we have? Without hope we have nothing. Hope, it drives us. It keeps us moving forward. Can you have too much hope? So much hope that u are blind from the truth. Is a Person willing to die for that hope? Hope is a double edged sword. It can Pull you out of ( Read more... )

I call these writings because im not really sure they are poems ( Read more... )

She said "You have sweet dreams as well" I wanted to tell her as long as your in my dreams they are bitter sweet. Sweet because she is like an angel to my eyes. Eyes of the most beautiful emerald. Smile that blinds. Bitter cause like an angel i cant have her. Always just out of reach.

I know its been awhile since i have posted anything here. Well something happened over the weekened that i just hated to write about. Its entitled "Lightning". First i have to another Poem that i wrote before "Lightning". I dont have a title for it ( Read more... )

Why is it every time i think im over a breaking heart. I end up having it broken again?