WHEN GOD IS IT GOING TO BE MY TURN?!?!

[firnardaion_d_p]

When am i gonna stop being just the friend? i know at this point in my life i have little to offer.But what i do have to offer should be more important than money.Im a nice guy. I wanna know when im gonna get to show someone that. I know im not perfect. Very far from it. Anyways i think im done for now. Nobody is gonna read this anyways.

Comments

[anonymous]

I read it.
I've come to realize that it's more important to be happy with yourself-- people are attracted to others who are confident. Love doesn't come when you're looking for it and it never appears where you expect it.

Relax, be happy, and you'll stumble into it.

[firnardaion_d_p]

Sorry to ask but who is this?

Thats the funny thing. When she came in to my life. i had stopped looking for love. She was the first girl ever to come to me. There are things she has said and done that make me wonder why we arent already together. On my birthday i had a party. It was gonna be at this bar but plans changed so we moved to another bar. I was calling all the people that i thought would come. I call her last cause i know for a fact she was gonna come. Cause another friend of hers was have a party at the same bar. So when i told her my part was gonna be at a different place. She kinda resisted at first. So i explained why the party was being moved. She said "Ok, I would only do this for you and nobody else." Then there was another time i was feeling pretty down about my Knee injury. I felt that every step i was taking forward to getting healed, something was setting me back two steps. Said and i Quote "Then i will be right behind you to push you in the right direction." So can you see where the confusion/frustration comes

[marpesia]

Sorry, it's me.

And yeah, I can see where the confusion comes from.