Today is our anniversary. I made Josh this...


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I do this every night.
It's almost 2 am. I should be asleep or atleast resting. Instead I'm online and getting little to no sleep. Then I just crash in the evenings. We're going to the breast feeding clinic tomorrow to weigh him in. He threw up tonight. I think he ate too much but I'm watching him and going to see how he does after the next feeding ( Read more... )

Went to the breast feeding clinic today. He gained more weight (which is great) and he ate over an ounce and a half while we were there. Which is also great becuse he ate in the morning. He's eaten alot today which is such a great sign. I'm really hoping he'll be to his birthday weight by Monday! I think we can do it. I talked to the lady there ( Read more... )

I'm worried about my dad too. He's been having some blindness. He's going to see a specialist in December but I just don't think it's soon enough. He's also been having nerve damage from the diabetes. I'm just really worried about him and I'm glad that we're here for him and able to watch him. I think he's getting ready to have seizure and his ( Read more... )

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I'm at my internship. It's fall break and we don't have to go to our placements but I've chosen to so that I can try and get ahead on my hours. I'm also hoping that I can leave and do have days and leave baby with Josh's mom or my dad. I'm sure they'd like the alone time and I'm sure that I am already stingy and selfish with my baby and that I need ( Read more... )