days in days out
Went to the breast feeding clinic today. He gained more weight (which is great) and he ate over an ounce and a half while we were there. Which is also great becuse he ate in the morning. He's eaten alot today which is such a great sign. I'm really hoping he'll be to his birthday weight by Monday! I think we can do it. I talked to the lady there that always works with me and she agrees with the stress and the tension. So I've given up and I can't change Josh's mind. I'm sick of trying to be nice to his mom. I'm going to just let them be. Everyone else sees how ridiculous she is and how she's over reacting. I see it. And like my dad said "The people I love and that love me understand and know how it really is." Besides, by her acting this way she's just fucking herself and Josh over.
Things with Josh and I are great. I miss sex. Alot. We kissed and cuddled once Brit was asleep last night. It was so nice.
It's rainy and cold today. I'm hoping to get some sleep. I think we're going to go out for dinner. I'm feeling really good today, just tired.
I think December 5th I go back to work. I think I'm going to only work Friday nights, and then Saturday and Sunday for a while. I want to spend some time wiht my kid and I'm already heart broken about not being with him when I'm at my internship. I know it's going to be really hard to go back to work and be away from him.
I've gotten quite a bit of school work done. I have more that I shoudl do but Josh will be home soon and I think we're going to go out right when he gets home.
My student loan is officially paid off. That feels amazing. And I can almost fit back into my jeans!
Things with Josh and I are great. I miss sex. Alot. We kissed and cuddled once Brit was asleep last night. It was so nice.
It's rainy and cold today. I'm hoping to get some sleep. I think we're going to go out for dinner. I'm feeling really good today, just tired.
I think December 5th I go back to work. I think I'm going to only work Friday nights, and then Saturday and Sunday for a while. I want to spend some time wiht my kid and I'm already heart broken about not being with him when I'm at my internship. I know it's going to be really hard to go back to work and be away from him.
I've gotten quite a bit of school work done. I have more that I shoudl do but Josh will be home soon and I think we're going to go out right when he gets home.
My student loan is officially paid off. That feels amazing. And I can almost fit back into my jeans!