sweet berry

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Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:

1. I don't care if you forgive me anymore.
2. I'm not impressed.
3. I love you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow. 
4. you shouldnt have let spock raise us. 
5. thank  you. 
6. i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me. i can never find the words. 
7. late at night i want to call you and just bullshit. 
8. you girls are the best friends I've ever had.
9. I cannot imagine you not being here. Please take good care of yourself because we need you.  I feel like you always understand and you always like me. If you're not here, what will I do? Please please take good care of yourself.  
10. Thank you for all that you've done for our starting family. I feel so calm and good when I see you. You remind me how genuine people can be.

Nine Things About Myself:

1. I love my kid, my husband and my father..
2. i'm surrounded by wonderful men.
3. I'm learning not to hold grudges..
4. I laugh at myself a lot. 
5. I'm usually not a good cook.
6. I would never survive as a vegetarian.
7. I don't like chocolate very much. 
8. I'm very comfortable with my body and my weight. 
9. I love having great girlfriends..

Eight Ways to Win My Heart:

1. love Britton.
2. just hug me when I'm sad and/or bitchy..
3. randomly dance to no music with me. 
4. talk. just talk.
5. laugh really loud.
6. listen. just really listen. 
7. understand that I am your girlfriend/friend/wife and not your mom. 
8. like me at my worst and at my best. 
9. be my husband becuase no one else could ever have my heart.

Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot (not in any order):

1. sleep 
2. reading 
3. Britton 
4. Joshhua 
5. my girlfriends
6. homework 
7. housework

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:

1. put Josh to bed. 
2. put Britton to bed 
3. clean the house
4. chat online with Ashley 
5. turn off all the lights and TV
6. lotion feet.

Five People Who Mean A Lot (and limited to 5 is shitty because I like way more people can that and alot more people mean alot to me):

1. Brit
2. Josh
3. Dad 
4. Vicki 
5. Lisa

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now:

1. dark pink and light pink striped shirt
2. black gaucho pants (whatever I love these pants) 
3. nursing bra 
4. a kick ass wedding ring.

Three Songs I Listen to A Lot:

1. You can have whatever you like - TI 
2. Sweet Carolina - Ryan Adams
3. Come pick me up - Ryan Adams

Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:

1. stay married for 50 years
2. raise beautiful, healthy and smart children.

One Confession
I love the new Britney Spears song.
but like a lot.