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i can have a dark side too... i am my own worst nightmare
people always think i am a happy, carefree, optimistic person, and while this is mostly true, thats not all there is to me ( Read more... ) -
my lifes goals
to learn
muay thai hand to hand combat
XMA
karate
ninjitsu (all to highest standard)
german
french
japanese
italian
polish
portugese (all fluently)
shooting
how to fight with 2 katana, for real.
travel the world, especialy japan, america, australia, and the other languages i would speak
marry a man wih tattoos like Renji Abarai
marry a man with muscles like ( Read more... ) -
the sun always shines on TV...
you know what they say is true,
blink twice and your 42,
or in my case, blink twice and your sixteen, not twelve,
and the people you thought loved you have dissapeared,
slipped away,
gone,
and you didnt even see it.
and it hurts but its true,
you realize that not only do they have new friends,
but you do to.
but i will still always love you, even if we ( Read more... ) -
dont worry baby, everything will turn out alright
comptine d'un autre ete, aores midi... the one tune that makes me totaly relax ( Read more... ) -
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I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean ( Read more... ) -
better to be hated, than love love loved for what you're not
soo, 6 days ago, 3 weeks and one day after it started, my relationship with joesph ended. i broke up with him, because i totaly didnt want to be in a relationship anymore, and because i felt totaly trapped, and smothered. and he just generaly pissed me off ( Read more... ) -
blossom of snow may you bloom and grow, bloom and grow forever,
So, my mommy knows, and she is just as excited as me, i swear she sonly six too :P ( Read more... ) -
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so apparently joseph was bragging about sleeping with someone in barbados, and i dont know if i should be bothered, cause he knew i liked him, but we werent going out, and i dont know if i should confront him about it .eurgh day 2 of the relationship and im more confused than ever ( Read more... ) -
stars fade, but i linger on dear, still craving your kiss,
nothings changed. much.
but thats good right? i guess it means we havent changed just cause we are 'together' now.
break was awkward. neither of us really spoke to each other. but thats normal too, right? its always awkward at the start.
thing is though, it totaly terrifies me, this whole 'relationship' thing, im totaly new to it, the closest ( Read more... ) -
till now, ive always got by on my own, i never really cared untill i met you (8)
hmm where to begin...
back in November i guess, was when my obsession started. when i realised i really really liked him... when he entered my mind and refused to leave.
Jesus, i already sound like a gushy teenage girl, well folks, if thats bad, it gets worse...
then a few days before valentines day, Joseph started badgering me about who i fancied ( Read more... )