Hmmmm, I wonder if anybody still uses this thing? I must admit I forgot about it until now...anywho I'm in Alaska, hollah

I shall blog here to entertain myself. I am quite bored. Stuck in dispatch. Very tired. Want to sleep but can't yet. So here I be. Travel plans are finally all laid out, roadtripping across New Zealand, through Christchurch, Wellington, and Auckland. Then to Fiji, for about a week, drive around that island, through Suva and Nadi and the ( Read more... )

So I'm back for more. But mainly to celebrate the kickass icon I found. Yes, my Scrubs addiction has reached a sad new height. Not like there's much else to do down here except wait patiently for the sun to come up. But yea, so I really want the shirt JD is wearing in there, but alas I can't find it on ebay. And it seems like cheating to have ( Read more... )

Whew, here I am again, for anyone that still livejournals... Man, I was reading my old journal entries for no reason...I was so fucked up!!!!!! I can't even believe I was that miserable, I mean sure I get depressed every now and then, and yes it was over the same things as before, but shit...I'm in such a good mood anymore its ridiculous. I feel ( Read more... )

So, i think that in the 4+ months that I've been down here I've undergone the most significant and positive change of my life. I guess living in Antarctica will do that to you, eh? But seriously, I was quite bad off there for awhile. And I mean things aren't perfect, I'm still lonely, and longing for the past and all that jazz. But as far as my ( Read more... )

this keyboard sucks ass so i'll have to make this short ( Read more... )

So i went back and read some of my older journal entries for some reason...I don't know why. I was such an idiot...I had a chance, I think I really did, to set things right, and I failed miserably. Ya know...I really think I've accepted that things have come to where they are, and that there's nothing I can do now fix it, and its over for good. ( Read more... )

Fucking holidays get me down. I'm not better, not even close...is it any wonder that the only 2 times i've ever seen bioluminescence I was with her? in case youre wondering what brought this on, i was bored and went on google earth and have ben looking around melbourne...and its just amazing how many memories I have in almost every square inch. ( Read more... )

I feel bad for neglecting livejournal...it was the first, but myspace just came in and took over didnt it? oh well, i shall reserve this one for writing stuff i may not want my friends to read about. on that note...I figured out another activity I should do while I'm down here...to aid in my voyage of "self-rediscovery" or whatever. its kinda on ( Read more... )

been kinda depressed like feeling today. i dunno whats up, i was feeling ok earlier in the week, like really ok. maybe all the drinking i've been doing is to blame. my god i've never drank as often as i have since i've been here. i mean most nghts we arent working my shift all goes out and gets smashed. its fun, but sometimes i need a change. ( Read more... )