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I feel bad for neglecting livejournal...it was the first, but myspace just came in and took over didnt it? oh well, i shall reserve this one for writing stuff i may not want my friends to read about. on that note...I figured out another activity I should do while I'm down here...to aid in my voyage of "self-rediscovery" or whatever. its kinda on an AA note, but I think i need to apologize to the people in my life i have wronged and otherwise mad miserable. So I was making my list (in my head) and think first and foremost is my mother...i never can keep it in my mind just what a wonderful person she is and how much shes done for me and how much of my crap shes put up with over 21 years...also my father, whos given everything he has for me and my sister, and again gets nothing but hell from us. my sister should also be on that list, ive teased her mercilessly at times, and shes actually become a pretty cool person. last on that list of course is lindsay, whos life i basically destroyed for awhile...but im glad to see things are better for her now.
whats interesting about this list? basically that these are the only people (except for my grandparents and some aunts and uncles) whove ever truly loved me for me. people who would (or would have) done anything for me...and I was a miserable son of a bitch to them..hopefully that will change, and i can find the words to tell them that.
whats interesting about this list? basically that these are the only people (except for my grandparents and some aunts and uncles) whove ever truly loved me for me. people who would (or would have) done anything for me...and I was a miserable son of a bitch to them..hopefully that will change, and i can find the words to tell them that.