So I know it's Fangoria and a Saturday so there's hardly anyone around but... Well, I can't wait any longer. Although I'll probably post-pone posting to comms until Monday.
Anyway... This is the biggest thing I've ever written in one go and although I'm quite nervous I'm also very proud of it. So... Yes. I hope you like.
Title: In A Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
Author:
felisblancoPairings: Jensen/Jared (Jared/Sandy, Jensen/OFC)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 36.800 words
Warnings: Deals with eating disorders, self-harm, religious themes and homophobia.
Summary: They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble.
He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…
Author’s note: Beta'd by
strickens_girl and
winchesterxgirl. Graphics by
winchesterxgirl. Thank you, girls!! *hugs them* Dedicated to
crazyjoyfulgirl as a late birthday present.
More author's notes can be found linked to below. Contains spoilers for fic, obviously.
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