when i was looking at the calendars at the mall, I kept going to the "cat" section. This is my fate, to be the cat lady. I will love my cats and they will love me. I'll have the smelly apartment (cause i won't ever be able to afford a house). I'll live in a nursing home and die alone. I mean we all die alone, but i won't have children or family ( Read more... )

Has anyone said something to you that cut thru you like a knife? When they told you whatever it was, you physically felt the pain throughout your body? For some who haven't experienced this, it's hard to believe. But I have experienced this pain. And not only did it happen, the words said to me linger. Everytime I speak with this person I hear the ( Read more... )

i would like to say i'm having a shitty day, but i'm not. my day has been devoid of any meaningful activity. I've been super broke {thanks to the incompetence of the CSU Bakersfield accounting office. they didn't distribute my student loans right} and being super broke means staying at home because you can't afford anything; not even the gas to get ( Read more... )

First a few words ( Read more... )

Another entry about my dear sweet, patient unbiased mother ( Read more... )

For all of those who know, I live with my parents. I'm twenty six and live on my own for quite some time. Circumstances brought me home and I'm trying to make the best of it and not repeat some mistakes from the past. One of those mistakes is the relationship my mother and I have ( Read more... )

Yes. I found a job ( Read more... )

2 weeks down. 20 to go ( Read more... )

Ok. So I have been up here for a week. On paper, this place is awesome. I have cable, every channel you can think of. The fridge is fully stocked with healthy and tasty food. Consistent electricity. A house with a backyard a pool, spa and a beautiful man-made lake. The great part is that I don't have to pay for any of it. So why do I want to go ( Read more... )

So it's been ages since I last updated ( Read more... )