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SCRATCH THAT LAST IDEA.
I HAVE A NEW JOURNAL.

Comment on here, or IM me, and I'll be sure to add you a.s.a.p. :)

Thanks! Love you all tons! :)

I'm not being a bitch, just limiting my friends list... None of my entries are locked anymore - besides for the incident that just took place. I rarely have time to read anyone's anymore, nor comment, so it just isn't fair of me. I still love you all, keep in touch. AlexisS1084@aol.com ( Read more... )

I'm in the mood to be around people, to be next to people, but at the same time they're pissin me off. I'm still pissed off from last Wednesday, as I think I have every right to be. Not just from one person, but from two. I just feel so sick to my stomach from them both. Blah. I never went to school on Friday, I was crying so much again. I can't ( Read more... )

I'm just waiting to wake up from this nightmare... I just don't think anyone understands how much I was affected by this... it truly hurt beyond words. I picked a dandelion yesterday... it made me happy for the moment. I just can't believe it still. I had a dream about him last night, and I just... couldn't speak to him, I didn't know what to say ( Read more... )

Still hurting so bad... I just can't seem to shake myself from this nightmare. I know things like this happen, but it shouldn't have.. not to him. No one else seems to understand... I was even told by a so called "friend" to "just get over it, I can't do anything about it" but that's not right, as I bawled my eyes out and was hysteric. This is a ( Read more... )

Holly and I drove up north today to go to Pat's funeral ( Read more... )

I went to grade school with a boy named Pat. When I was 8 years old, he came up to me with dead dandelions and proposed to me, on more than one occasion. I had a huge crush on him, and enjoyed being in the same class as him. He was one of the very few boys that talked to me, and I appriciated that. He made class so fun with his jokes, he was the ( Read more... )

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Rocky start, but tonight was AWESOME thanks to Vinny, Larry, and Crystal ( Read more... )