It still feels like a nightmare...
I'm just waiting to wake up from this nightmare... I just don't think anyone understands how much I was affected by this... it truly hurt beyond words. I picked a dandelion yesterday... it made me happy for the moment. I just can't believe it still. I had a dream about him last night, and I just... couldn't speak to him, I didn't know what to say.. I just stood there. I wanted to hug him so bad, but it was like I couldn't move my arms.
Oy... so yesterday I walked into the salon for my meeting and was in there no longer than 5 minutes. She asked what my school schedule was, and when I was done with school. That was about it. I get my hours sometime this coming week.
Holly took me out to dinner last night, then we went up north for awhile to hang out with a few friends of hers. I had fun and poured myself into bed around 3am. She came over tonight too, to go get ice cream and play at the park. YES, to go PLAY AT THE PARK! :) Keeps us active or something... it was (and still is) a BEAUTIFUL night outside. Earlier today I took dad to Burr Ridge, IL. where there are these HUGE houses, they're amazing. Vinny and I picked out our houses there already, and we picked one for Crystal too. They're all in a culda-sac type thing, cept with LOTS of property. Those are our dream houses. A few weeks ago when I picked Vinny up from work, we went and saw the houses and walked through there for a few hours, it was awesome, you could see so many stars out there - 'cause you're out in the country. Anyways... looks like I'm gonna be going to bed soon.
Thanks again to all of you who were there for me during the whole Pat thing. I really appreciate it. I hope that all of you have a really great weekend!
Oy... so yesterday I walked into the salon for my meeting and was in there no longer than 5 minutes. She asked what my school schedule was, and when I was done with school. That was about it. I get my hours sometime this coming week.
Holly took me out to dinner last night, then we went up north for awhile to hang out with a few friends of hers. I had fun and poured myself into bed around 3am. She came over tonight too, to go get ice cream and play at the park. YES, to go PLAY AT THE PARK! :) Keeps us active or something... it was (and still is) a BEAUTIFUL night outside. Earlier today I took dad to Burr Ridge, IL. where there are these HUGE houses, they're amazing. Vinny and I picked out our houses there already, and we picked one for Crystal too. They're all in a culda-sac type thing, cept with LOTS of property. Those are our dream houses. A few weeks ago when I picked Vinny up from work, we went and saw the houses and walked through there for a few hours, it was awesome, you could see so many stars out there - 'cause you're out in the country. Anyways... looks like I'm gonna be going to bed soon.
Thanks again to all of you who were there for me during the whole Pat thing. I really appreciate it. I hope that all of you have a really great weekend!