I hate it when i come to this, and sit here with a loss for words...but my brain is racked with so many stupid emotions.

Lately, all i really want to do, is cry....but I just can't seem to be able to work up the tears.

Interesting, huh?

( Something I found Tonight )

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Despite the lameness of my night...it went pretty well, and I had a great time.  Ashley's my boo, and we like to rock Great Bridge.

You know your night is good when...........

- The boys you work with try to jump your car.

- You take pictures of random boys behind Great Bridge High School.

- You take a ride through Hickory & Forest Lakes....

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I had a very good day.

Good Story.

I think STUNNED is just about the only word that can describe me right now.  I guess I just don't "understand".  I guess I know where i am on the priority list.  And I guess I know what will always beat me.  Somehow in the back of my head, i really thought it would be his wake-up call, that he would stop throwing his life away, and beat this.  Well ( Read more... )

currently i am at a loss for words.

Forgive me. Everything on my mind, every stupid thought in my head has zero meaning. I have become my worst nightmare. I have become someone that i do not know. When left to myself, every thought is you. I want to forget. You know those comericals on TV about getting high, well, they are right. You will NEVER forget the people you hurt when ( Read more... )

He always said he'd never get caught.

The shit hit the fan BIG TIME.

And I can't speak anymore words about it.

O god. I am going to be sick.

Again.

I'm starting to think i've become additcited to pain killers
they make you forget things..for 6 hrs.
They make me not think.....
But sleep.

btw..my face is hideous.
Freaking ew.

no phone call.
to even see how i am.
Haven't been in school for two days..but whateva