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I am soooooooo tired.  Sleeping seemed impossible last night.  Especially when there was someone outside my house at 4 am, that was wierd.  Still haven't figuered out who it was, but whateva.  Work was eventful, as always, never a dull moment in the Fresh.  Last night, some scary boys tried to i guess "holla" at me and kristin when we were leaving ( Read more... )

So my excitement was stiffled by my mother.  I really hate her sometimes, and I told her that tonight.  She has pissed me off hardcore, and I just can't fucking take it anymore.  Why doesn't she just come out and say that she thinks I am a fucking nobody.  Why doesn't she just admit that she thinks I am a failure.  I got into my first choice ( Read more... )

soooo..yesterday was prob the best day ever.
Good Story

ok...decided i like my hair.

mmmmmkk...finding neverland it freaking awesome.

go see it if you haven't yet

mmmmmmmmmmmmmk....

back to the real world

no school tomorrow...well not for me..im going back on friday.

Hello extenuating circumstances...goodbye skip days.

Hospitalization is quite an experience, if you have the means to never go to the saddest place on earth, then i recommend that you never go.  While I layed in my bed, three sick people got put into the other bed that in the room.  One ( Read more... )

Ok.  To my fullest knowledge, this is what happened...

Friday

8:30 a.m.- arrive at school, feeling like crap

8:35 a.m.- see stacey.  Tells me to go home.  She says i looked like a mess.

8:40 a.m.- go to first bell.  Sit.  Talk to Mark.  Tell Mark i think i'm going home.  Mark comments that i am sick all the time now, and in his conculsion, he ( Read more... )

I'll go ahead and apologize for my choice of words..but this fucking sucks.  I hate being sick.  & no one can quite figure out what's wrong with me.  Every stupid test i've taken, has come up negative.  I've been caughing so hard, I've made my stomach sore, from tensing up all the time.  O and it hurts to move my eyes around.

shoot me

letting go of everything seems so much easier than living lies.

My teachers keep calling my house..wanting to know why i'm never in school..its only cause im freaking dying.  To sum up all I want to say, but can't, I feel like I'm not even mentally here.  My physical presence is here, but all my emotions are numb, and I feel like I am deep inside ( Read more... )