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Forgive me. Everything on my mind, every stupid thought in my head has zero meaning. I have become my worst nightmare. I have become someone that i do not know. When left to myself, every thought is you. I want to forget. You know those comericals on TV about getting high, well, they are right. You will NEVER forget the people you hurt when you wanted/got high. NEVER. okay. I am rambling. And i am allowed to. Everything is mushed together, everything is messed up, everything is not okay. It wasn't supposed to be like this. And i just don't think i can fake a smile and pretend that much longer. I hate this.