two vicodin

enough said

Today sucked.  HARDCORE.

Good story.

It's not even worth going into.

I guess I really don't know what to say anymore. I'm really very tired and i feel very sick all the time. I can't explain it, but i don't think that something is right. After eating two bites of something, i get really sick, and feel like i am going to puke it all up. I don't know what's wrong with me. To add more fuel to the fire, work was ( Read more... )

so here goes ( Read more... )

i so hate it when he gets in pissy moods

so yeah...that's my rant.

you know what...i prayed two days ago.  I prayed a half-assed prayer to God for him.  While i was sitting on the back of my car, smoking ciggarettes.  And, he still came through for me.  Even after i sat there and admitted to God that i didnt want to change my life, that i was going to keep on doing what i am doing.  And still, he came through for ( Read more... )

:) everything is going to be alright.

I am so worried.

What do you do when the one person that picks up the pieces for you after your heart breaks is the reason that it's breaking. If i keep thinking about this...i will make myself sick. 

new years...was good.

- worked until 9:30

+ mark called me at work like a thousand times

- was only allowed out until 3 am

+ hung out with mark and his best friend biggins

+ i drank a little bit but didn't get too trashed

- my brother's friends spent the night at my house

- i couldn't sleep over at biggins

- allison called me at 5 am to yell at me ( Read more... )

slept.  watched tv.  listened to music.  went to work.  worked for a little bit.  slacked off most of the night.  chilled.  called mark.  talked.  chilled.  went to ashley's house.  chilled.  got some wendy's.  went home.  chillin while waiting for the damn phone to play "She will be loved" by Maroon 5.

le sigh.

someone please just make the world ( Read more... )