i have a new journal. i'm tired of this one. yes, already. my new journal is and_no_eggs. add it. i've already added everyone from my friends list on this journal. so just go ahead and add me back. because you know you love me ( Read more... )

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i'm never going to get over the fact that i want him back. i'm always going to miss him. i'm always going to love him. no matter what. BUT. i'm going to stop trying. and i am going to stop dwelling on it. spending all of my time wondering "when?". because its not doing me any good. its not doing him any good. i have other things in my life that are ( Read more... )

i've realized that i dont want to get back together with Anthony. i've also noticed that my past few entries have been exactly the same. they all say the same thing...just worded differently. i'm tired of being like that. i'm tired of always being depressed. i want to be happy again. and i cant do that if i keep dwelling on the thought of anthony ( Read more... )

today = worst day ever ( Read more... )

( good to know, i guess. )

i was reading some old journal entries from my oknerd journal. and i came across the ones about anthony. like, when i first met him, when i first realized i'm in love with him. stuff like that ( Read more... )

( just some interesting reading, i suppose... )

Anthony just ate some really old ham. it had mold on it. and he saw the mold. he was just like, "i'll just eat the pieces that dont have mold on them." and he did. now his tummy hurts. poor baby. i told him not to eat it. i didnt. i made me a bacon-bit sandwich instead. mmmmmmmmmm. i havent had one of those in so long. for those of you who dont ( Read more... )

( i felt like posting this for some reason... )